4.9.09

First Day at NACO


Allright! First day at NACO office at Den Haag. So far so good, still can't believe im here working at the NACO office. Million of thanx to my Project Manager for the opportunity;

Also a bit scared if Im not able to carry on the task- Im here to assist the senior architect for the new terminal at KLIA. Big task. The airport is as big as the existing one and I have never done any large scale project such as this before. But! Will try my very best;

Struggling with Jet leg, trying to stay awake by 5pm Holland time. Yup, it's almost 12am Msia time so pretty much on coffee and double espresso now;

For Breakfast Bread, Lunch Bread with Fish and Chip, and an oven cooked meal brought from the super mart for Dinner. Halal food are available everywhere no prob. Otherwise Il just take fish. Am not fasting today, maybe next week hopefully;

The fasting time here is from 5am till 9pm. So it will be quite a challenge.

Im getting along well with everybody in the office, very friendly and very helpful! It's nice and very lively environment here. Im stationed at the 3rd Floor, the Architectur and 3D Animie Floor;

At where I am seated theres an English Guy, A Chinese Lady, A Dutch and of coz, a small Malay Lady. So everyone converse in English so I feel very much welcome;

My colleague have been very wonderful, I am staying at her house till Monday then after that off to a Hotel. Must say Im suitably impress with her house, very sheek with a designer touch. Makes me wanna have my own house and decorate it exactly like hers. Il post pictures of the house later, it is really nice. She's been driving me around and making sure everything is ok, been wonderfully wonderful! Dont ask if that's even a noun;

So far so very good. Weather is unpredictable, sometime rainy sometime sunny. Its about 19 degree outside and Im loving the cool breezy wind!

10.8.09



You are indeed,
A Glimpse of What Happiness Can Be

6.6.09

My Bhodi Leaf


It wouldn't have work in any other circumstances
Why, funny how our life is already written and there is no going against it
Our own bhodi leaf that only few have the privilege to know of their own path
One of the few is my sifu, whom have passed away.
He did always said, everything have its purpose in life. And the purpose will be filled.


Ive always said, my AVM have a mind on its own

They always makes their own way whenever i decided otherwise

In both 2007 and 2009

Its becoming clearer what your purpose is, dear AVM
And if such,
If it have been fulfilled
Perhaps
I might have my miracles
And you might just let me be




3.6.09


Every particle, Every smile, Every breath, Every moment and Everything.

20.4.09



With the healing comes the attachment

Attachment that i failed to fulfill,

Thus, may the surgeons be the elements that rendered my fate,

For whatever else that may befall,

I accepted it as it is,

I am what i am.





Got it frm Ipod. So far have been my favourite Quotation.

18.2.09

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Lately,


I have no muse to write

I have no desire to dwell within

I have no intention to think in complexity


Lately,


I just live by sketchily, freely


Ive been told time and again;

I tend to think too deep

I shouldn’t dwell in my thought as far as I should so I won’t,


Right now I can take a deep breath and exhaled with a sense of relieved.


I am living on my own,


Sketchily. Freely. Unreservedly.