A Long Awaited Dream

It occurred to me this morning, that if everything goes well, if the pain is allowed to heals, then i might be able to do what i thought was once impossible-to go diving.

I will be able to take the PADI license, and to take a long vacation at a beautiful island, and witness the wonders of the hidden sea. If i close my eyes now, i can almost feel the waves and the bubbles. That tiny colorful fish that is hiding in the coral. I can feel the excitement in my adrenaline, the excitement that i thought was long gone.

But for now, i still have to endure the everyday pain, ever so often now every morning and especially at night. The pain that feels like a needle that penetrates through my bone every time it comes, the same reaction i have to endure every time the red liquid decided to show itself, the struggle to heals, and the struggle to live.

I will keep my dreams, and maybe perhaps one day, if allowed, i will breath the air from deep blue sea.

Strawberry and Tea and possibly something else

My boss, Henk, arrived at the office today after his vacation at Cameron Highland with the biggest smile i have ever seen..Which, quite irony because i would expect him to go around the plate as there is a lot of mistake made in the first draft report and that report have to be submitted in 2days time. We were struggling last Friday to finish it, or at least to minimize the mistake..

I said my usual "morning' to him when i come in the office this morning, and in return, he replied with the biggest smile-that lasted for the whole day. His smile makes my day...knowing that a person is happy makes me feel happy too...somehow the office are filled with positive vibes today.

I told him, 'I never knew Strawberry and Tea can make a man so happy'

And my co-worker, Annake said ' And possibly something else we don't know'

:)

Grey Sky Blue

the sky is blue, even tho it appears to be grey, but we say its blue, cuz we know on the upper side it is always blue.