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AVM

If you go for a surgery,
and was told that it will only takes 2 hour,
and ended up fighting for your life,
Don't you have the right to be worried?

If you have gone for surgeries after surgeries,
6 in total in 4 years,
And none was successful,
Don't you have the right to be doubtful?

If you are told that 1 final surgery can fix it,
will you believe in it?

Every time you tasted the blood in your mouth,
You'll dread another needle. another scar. another trip to the hospital.
You know your clock is ticking
And you get scared

Through All that
You never acknowledge the pain,
You never shed any tears
You never complained
You said to yourself
'Come What May'

You Hold On to what Gives You Strength
The Verse that SAys
' He do not impose upon us that which we have not the strength to bear'


And through this path
You found faith and miracle,

Don't you have the right to be hopeful?
Don't you have the right to believe?


Walk my Path
Feel How i Feel
Then Maybe
You can Grasp the Strength
And Hope
I have In Me.

December 2004. 2 weeks after coma.